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2005-11-28T02:34:00.000-08:00

here i am bloggin at tis time.. its already 117am..and my class start at 8.30am .. damn.. haha..tis two days really very happy... like a princess.. but a poor one.. lol.. well..
Sat was our anniversary again.. boo! haha.. got a bet with my dearie.. lol.. kind of lame.. he appeared at the meeting place early (jurong east entertainment... tis is the place where we first meet.. at da rink).. haha.. tis is kind of rare huh..
Anyway.. he brought me one bunch of flower.. so sweet!! love him lots.. tis is the first gift from him..after which we headed for bugis .. went there shopping and walk walk.. at first intended to buy ring.. but then find it quite lame.. cos a ring.. dun mean much huh..
Follow on we walk back to bugis village.. intend to fetch baby and go off to cine for lunch.. but it rain le..there we walk back n there..hoping to get him a shirt..but then i saw a long sleeve shirt.. went into the store to see.. auntie so cute.. laogong also.. try on the shirt and let lao gong see.. he and auntie say it very nice on me.. so happy... so happily i bought these shirt at a discount cos i am auntie 's first customer of the day.... wahaha.. then again..back to baby.. haha. rain stop!
Lunch time!! off to Cine.. lol.. turning here and there findin a s.t.u.p.i.d carpark for baby..damn.. end up decided to park at the same old place where vuitton tell us one.. walk to cine.. and had our lunch at Suki Sushi... haha...cost about 48 plus plus bucks.. tis is how we get poor ..
but then cos dear laogong eat until too bloated.. bit sickly.. so decided to pull him out of da restuarant and headed for PS.. haha.. we walked there.. AMAZING RITE?? nv take baby there.. lol.. cos of his big stomach.. scare next time i got a fat laogong.. wahaha..
Reach there ard 40 mins walk then headed straight for the puzzle store... the puzzle there is like damn xXXXxxx.. o.0 went off soonn....headed for baby and back home to rest.. slp like till 6 plus then went to his ah ma hse.. cos that day is also his ah gong pass away de 49 days.. prayed for him as well.. then went to meet bike gang.. haha.. at PitShop pub.... it 's a bad experience..
Settle ard there for bout 1 hr plus ba.. headed for his bro bd party..

kinda busy huh..
haha..anyway that day is very memorable.. wish to write it all down but there is too much to write le....

2005-11-20T13:31:00.000-08:00

today is the end of the week..erm... been to sch for Mon and Fri.. having o level for tue and thur... sch is so boring ever since i have change class....tis class is not as sweet as the last one.. tis few days like alot of thing happen.. lol.. most memorable is the rabbit.. so cute.. saw it jumping here and there...bit greyish and bit white.. like the chang e thingy haha.. let me think that the rabbit fall from the moon... so cute.. wanna to adopt it..but poor thing got two piggies at home le... so one of the other person brought it home... gonna visit the "kreign" soon.. tis is the name i give to the rabbit cos it is found at kent ridge... today decide to stay home all day .. lao gong working so no choice.. hehe..anyway.. at home also goood.... missing lao gong~

2005-11-09T22:30:00.000-08:00

since long i nv blog... no time.. life still go on like this.. day by day.. night by night.. but worst of all most of the time i am alone.. *sob* .. today taken my o level english paper.. seem to be so easy but jus afraid of moderation.. nv been to sch for the past two days.. *yawn* tired of the class.. damn boring.. today get to meet lao gong le.. he intended to fetch me from regent sec but then i left before he reached.. cos i'm darn hungry.. i was in the bus... and laogong and babi actually zoom pass me.. without knowing that i am jus behind.. looking at them... haha.. kinda interesting... tis two wks might the worst two wks of all.. laogong have to work late almost every day.. leaving a 'SUNDAY' for me.. hais.. every time we have date on Sunday it would be like darn late in the afternoon.. cos laogong always stay out late on Sat night.. tat's why i love wkday de best.. *yawn* it is like the 9 of Nov.. going 6 months soon... happy!! but how is the 6 mths anniversary going to be like?? *wonder* wonder* anyway my laogong is not romantic so i do not expect much as well.. should be the same.. like last 5th mth anniversary ba... erm.. tml is another full sch plus work day.. boring!! life is so boring! not work is study.. not study is work... wat else..2005 leaving soon.. life still stays the same.. me going 18 in like 2 month time.. how is my bd going to be like.... erm.. my 17th bd was the most enjoyable.. well planned... da day drank alot.. but wasnt drunk... happy.. of cos... even touched.. hopefully my 18th would be as sweet and memorable.. Worst out of all these thingy.. were those terrible haunting nightmare.. chasing me from one night to the other.. disturbing my slp.. oh man... damn it.. better to not slp but do stuff all through the night.. alone n scared .. *sob*
tml meeting daron at the same place n time; going to sch together... haha.. like got a few like 4 to 5 days or even 1 wk nv see him liao.. haha.. gonna to bed to lie down and rot.. while waiting for laogong's call...

2005-10-31T01:44:00.000-08:00

sitting down here.. in front of lappy..waitin for his call..tears fillin my eyes.. missin him so much..but there he is with his bro.. alice was rite.. when guy get a gal..things after honeymoon period would be different.. looking thru my past posting.. things with him is sweeter and more memorable than now.. now with baby..things didnt really work out well.. but afterall i still know i love him lots.. dun wanna to quarrel.. dun wanna tok abt anything.. feeling so bad now.. tellin me he would be back home soon.. but then.. its always like tis.. waiting.. wat am i waiting for? i have no ideas... life suck right now.. feeling so much like crying out loud.. nv done that like 123123123123 yrs.. tot life with him is tear-less.. cant control.. is it wat alice say is happenin.. i am not gonna accept it.. but stated in truth.. we r not havin er ren shi jie for so long le.. always with his classmates if not .. its the knights.. its seem that there is nth to share in between us without them.. *sobs* sometime i feel like giving up.. but i am too deep in.. dear.. can we go back to what we used to be??????????

2005-10-21T14:08:00.000-07:00

these two days..having been like the worst days of all.. fallen sick since last wk ..didnt went to see doc..until ytd.. feel like i am dying soon... last nite slp at 11 plus.. intended to go to sch..but then.. was being interrupt by a nightmare..wake up at 7 plus ..heard daron voices thru my handphone.. asking me to get myself off the bed and head for sch.. I M SICK.. went back to slp again.. until like 12 plus.. wake up in that empty room.. looking at my laptop asking myself.. why am i so sick.. what on earth is happening ard me.. wanna see *him* my laogong.. but where is he.. went online to see whether he is ard.. and there.. saw his IM of Laopo.. chatted awhile.. he went "OUT" to his lala land... here i am alone.. bloggin my way to spend the time.. going to bath soon and be studying.. tml will sure be another lonely day... i am a loner!

2005-10-16T16:00:00.000-07:00

16th Oct, a rainy day woke up with drop of water falling off the cloud.. destroying the planned enjoyment... leaving us with no ideas.. sitting here looking out the window.. feeling like shouting out .. wont the rain jus leave us alone.. time flies in a flash of light.. soon and after exams is around the corner le.. wanna to spend more time with him so that during wkday i am able to concentrate on book.. there... the rain fall... and this is as good as making our plan fall.... BORING!! blogging here.. should be leaving sooner or later.. hope the sun would be out.. Ending here going out for one or two and off to my dearest lao gong hse...

2005-10-09T19:59:00.000-07:00

today is considered a bad bad worst worst of all the day.. boring at home.. rotting at home.. having a very bad mood..wake up in that fcuk up way.. spend my whole day with this fcuk up attitude...and i am jus totally fcuk up over all things.. not even having the mood to study.. at first was thinking that maybe will be going out with him.. things will be better...

but... then .. expected... grandma's house....

forget it..anyway.. even going out at this situation of us it wouldnt do any good..neither i would enjoy my day...

no reason for why i am so fcuked up today.. jus wake up this way and behave in this way.. aniway getting so boring over all sort of things especially my studies.. everyday 8 to 4.. something may also delay.. until like 4 plus to 5.. Tired!..

Going to study soon...

2005-10-03T19:37:00.000-07:00

i am here bloggin all the way.. start of new sch Sem.. alot of catch up to do.. dun really like the room and the classmates..is like so tense...no mood to study as well.. missing last sem class so much.. haiz... today is such a cooling day..Wanted to slp late..but hav sch.. needa wake up early... so pulled myself out of the bed n crawl to the toilet.. Yawnz.. nv hav such a nice sleep for so long...ever since my air-con fall ill... lol.. went to bath... then set off to sch.. tis sem aimed for full attendence.. hopefully everything go well.. going back to project le..

2005-09-28T23:22:00.000-07:00

today is like so damn boring.. it is the second time i blog today..sigh.. jus finish chatting with mara.. sob sob.. tis few days like so there is an gap between me n *him*.. very sad now.. dun feel like crying but feelin more like slpin.. after a slp it would another day.. tis is so irresponsible.. omg.. running away from reality.. call him like 3 to 4 times but his fone is off de(think is low-batt le ba).. tot that he would be home studying.. called his hse but he is not home.. sigh.. missin *him*... so wat.. wateva.. tis few day got tis fcukin attitude.. get irritated over all sort of things.. n even small quarrel with him... hate my attitude... even Daron also have tis virus.. wat actualli is tis shit... messing ard me.. n it is from bad to worst.. omg... trying hard to control it but actualli it din come out well.. even vent it on Dad.. sigh sigh sigh.. where on earth did tis fcukin attitude come back ever since then.. long time nv hav tat attitude since i am away from them(some ppl which actualli with me since pri)... laogong sorry if it actualli affect the relationship between us.. it not on purpose.. somemore ytd mornin got waken up by Daron..
who actually say: hey.. dun slp le.. wake up n tok to me.. (it was only 10 plus then)
Got irritated plus some slpy.. aniway din scold him but tok to him a while.. not enough slp .. affect me again..SIGH!
jus now also like tis lao gong like so frustrated over his exam.. actually wanted to meet him but dad acc went wrong needa help him settle so cannot go out.. din told laogong abt it.. lao gong jus now tok to me so fierce.. SAD!.. i becum a sand bag of him... sob... 4get it.. used to it..mum alway do that..
aniway.. going back to study.. laogong "sorry" din mean to let e fcuking attitude to be happen on u...

Jia you lao gong!

2005-09-28T16:39:00.000-07:00

jus came out of da most refreshing area of e hse..no time for bloggin hur.. busy with my life.. lol.. all sort of rubbish.. going for a hair cut soon.. hair is getting messy.. omg.. left with a few more days..and it would be sch reopening again.. boring.. going to get back to the "sch".. 8 am in the morning to 4pm.. should be late for the whole of first wk of sch.. since my sleepin hr is still in a mess as well... yawn..thinkin of slpin again..the worst of all is that i haven see *him* for like..erm.. 2 days le ba.. cos of his exam wk..missing *him* hard.. sob sob.. gonna catch some slp ltr.. zZZz..kinda tired.. bloggin in the afternoon is some thing that is so boring tooo.. going to LaLa land should be the best place to hang out in tis boring afternoon...

2005-09-20T07:12:00.000-07:00

kinda busy tis few days.. with gaming n studyin as well as babi.. haha..i am in kinda crazy state now.. jus came out of da bathroom.. smell nice.. heex.. went to laogong hse today..yawnx.. suppose to study ended up sleepin..omg.. tis is wat happen whenever two pigs get together hur...wahaha.. spending alot of time with the PK gang.. kinda dun like those ppl..only some.. aniway..they r laogong fren.. a grp of people who is like hubby..biker.. lol.. tat's y i kinda can't get they r sayin.. blur n out of da world of their..boring! wateva..forget it..going to game again.. muacck..

~laogong~

2005-09-10T23:49:00.000-07:00

its been days since i been bloggin.. tis few days has been late home.. went out with dear n busy studying.. went to library to study.. fast food restuarant.. then to lots of place.. haha ...as well as my fav dou jiang you tiao shop at Geylang.. nv been there like for wks..wanna to go but is alway not enough transport .. finally got our er ren shi jie.. went there with my dear to da bao.. haha.. cos setting off to seletar reservior.. went there to eat n enjoy our day.. haha... i am the first gal she brought there.. so xinfu..during these few days dear also bring me to mt faber.. wow.. first time been to there with bf.. lovin so much.. so busy with him... cant live my life without him.. becumin more attached to him.... can't wait to the day to get marry with him.. n hav his baby.. heex.. opps.. dear.. if u see tis.. doesnt mean that u no nid to qiu hun wor.. heex..:P..oh ya.. today is baby full month le.. haha...mummy love u always..muacckss..

~Laogong~

2005-09-07T22:38:00.000-07:00

damn..today is like the worst day i ever had.. omg.. actualli did something wrong.. haiz.. let not talk abt this.. gonna spoil my mood.. now bloggin here with a bandaged leg.. sob.. sob.. life is kinda boring.. going to rest soon alredi.. missing my dear n those piggies alot.. flu.. cough.. zzZzzz..

2005-09-06T00:40:00.000-07:00

wanting to slp but can't get into bed.. missin him so much that i really feel like cryin... also dun understand why.. jus hav a feelin like i am going to leave tis world soon so wat.. jus can't stop thinking of him...called him jus now.. jus be cos i hopin to hear his voice n saying.. he missin me alot too.. but ended up.. he told me he is playin game.. kinda down... i hang up no sooner.. hp ring.. sms rcv.. sayin he misses me lots too.. but didnt really cheer me up..if he is missin me y wont he jus chat a while b4 gettin back to game.. aniway it doesnt matter.. feelin kinda lost.. tears roll down.. tis feelin is like long lost.. y am i crying? jus be cos i am missing him?..wateva..got strange feelin in me.. jus dunno how to word em out.. dun wish to let him know as well... so i wont even try to put it in words.. but jus in my heart i know.. y am i thinkin so hard?

L.O.S.T in my heart..struggling!

2005-09-05T00:53:00.000-07:00

its been some time tt i haven been bloggin.. life has been so busy.. with all my happiness n fun ard me.. tis few days really feel so happy.. also dunno from nowhere.. jus feel that everyone ard me has change alot.. esp my mom.. her attitude is gone.. omg.. so heavenly..ma hse is like suddenly so quiet.. tis is great.. going quite fine with ma hubby.. but nth happening..tis afternoon then reach home... ytd go out like 6 plus to 7pm to hubby's fren,Irman, chalet... his baby 1 yr old le.. so cute.. eye big big one.. cute lil boi.. heex.. dear carry him he also nv cry.. haha.. feel like eating it.. so cute.. stand beside hubby.. kenny say we r like a family.. baby me n hubby.. haha.. so happy... also wishin for a baby soon.. but wanting the two people's life.. still enjoyin' it... oh mind.. i am so immerse in tis happiness.. wahaha.. hmm.. my holiday finally started.. waiting for job.. so boring! luckily hubby also temp nv work le.. wahaha.. gonna spend more time with him.. it is only 6 wks.. such lil time.. it like 4 mths more.. it will be ma 18th bd.. waited since the day i was born.. lol..

2005-09-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

yawnzz.. so slpy liao le.. now is like 1219am le wor.. zZZz.. now on fone with my laogong..so sweet! I am so in love with him.. muacckzz.. lovin' today like whole dae playin Catan.. nv study at all.. omg.. shld be workin for ma goal.. ended up playin game.. Our theme song " Never be Replaced".. heex...muacck.. it is the start of sept le.. very soon will be the 26th le.. n da will be me n dear 4th month anniversary... yea! so long still haven quarrel at all.. very very soon it will be 1 yr.. then... haha.. i' in love! tml is last day of sch.. n is the end of sem 1.. omg.. going to change class le.. it is only tis few days that i feel that my class is a class... but soon..we are going to be seperated..sob.. sob.. somemore the seven piggies gonna break into pieces again... so sad.. gonna miss em the most.. the day we hav.. maybe shld hav a outin soon.. gather us again.. so long nv go out with em le.. looking forward to it..

~Love ma Dear n ma Fren~

2005-09-01T03:08:00.000-07:00

jus finish my dinner..omg.. my mom cookin is still tt suck..no choice.. dun feel like going out for dinner.. anyway i only can eat soup base stuff..might as well eat home cook food.. jus now went to see doc.. haiz.. same old word.. drink more water.. no fry food.. take care of ur throat.. boring!Gonna get back to my game.. brb ltr ba...

2005-09-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

2005-08-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

gonna start my day in tis bloggy first..slp like more than 15 hrs lei.. so sweet... tis is my first time slp so long.. but like something to be continue... lol... today nv go sch.. it is gonna be like last 3 days of sch b4 our big holidae.. boring! aniway go sch also play.. might as well stay home... erm.. ltr gonna prepare dinner..today is my turn le... heex.. finally my bro n sis gotta eat tat delicious meal of the week..haha... my mum cooking is like CMI.. actualli to say she dun have the heart to cook but not CMI.. lol.. jus like me.. if i hav the heart.. jus like today.. everything tat u cook is full of ur love n heart sure will be tasty.. wateva.. Gonna start by thinkin wat i wanna to cook... lol.. n get those stuff out of dda fridge... Yawnx.. gonna end here...~waiting for laogong's call~

2005-08-29T00:15:00.000-07:00

heexx.. today went to sch but half way gone.. tis is my attitude... cannot stand the boredom in sch... went out to eat then meet my laogong... heex.. u shld know... day with laogong is the happiest moment.. i am so in love with him.. then zhi ning help me bring my bag n lappy to cine for me.. went walk ard.. then go cine have a drink at da erxin the cafe.. omg.. but it used to be my fav cafe.. missing so hard... da cheesecake..have xpresso vanilla..laogong order a strawberry smoothies..my drink is not bad but laogong one is bits sour.. the calamaris is the worst thing.. like rubber band.. omg.. lol.. waited there for zhi ning.. chat n hav fun with laogong... heex.. opp us got a erxin de gal.. waste our money.. end up nv finish our food haiz...a while zhi ning cum le.. heex..laogong dao le.. slping beside me... so cute.. any place also can slp.. same as me... lol..me n zhi ning start to crap.. ard 5 wake laogong up.. he gonna work.. haiz.. ltr pei laogong take babi then went to ps.. lol.. slack ard.. boring.. crappy alot with zhi ning... wahaha.. slack there ard like 8 plus.. took mrt home.. so boring.. now on fone with dear.. heex.. got surprise for him.. lol... shhh.. gonna offline soon.. tml will be another great day.. so in love.. laogong..

2005-08-27T17:56:00.000-07:00

tired!! tis word is the only word in my dictionary.. n also medi.. sick for one wk.. everything also cannot eat... life become so meaningless... everyday is like slp n take medi.. boring!! jus now still on fone with my dear.. haiz.. he is still the same.. working.. me lei.. at home slack.. play game n study... gonna die soon like tis.. misses my fren n dear lots n also my kor kor.. haiz... cannot even go out.. if not will miss my medi.. so boring.. hope to get well soon.. Zzzz .. x.x feel so lifeless this few days..

2005-08-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

things change alot but not the love between me n lao gong... ytd went to laogong hse to slp in the afternoon but end up playing .. lao gong tickle me.. lol..is like little sheep being attack by the big big wolf..struggle abt.. so fun.. lol... stay at his hse until like ard 6 plus n headed for bugis.. sky was so clear.. babi no nid to bath le..lol... going round n round finding babi seat to let it sit before we leave for our dinner.. lol..babi was being parked a distance away.. we walked all the way to Parco looking for food first.. lol.... again.. we decided to eat Jap... actually wanted to eat teppanyaki but close le.. so sad... so decided to walk ard to c.. finally settle down .... took our order.. our fav... unagi.. heex.. yummy.. after eating.. we went to see babi the sticker..erm.. all so common.. so boring.. after that went to da my fav mickey mouse shop.. alot of new clothes but dun feel like buying.. kinda boring! Gonna get out of Bugis... i then decided to go to East Coast Park.. lol.. babi so fun.. heex... laogong is so great play babi.. babi mus be da happi.. finally after da shaky journey we reach ECP.. went to the beach.. wahha.. so mani couple.. kissing ard da area..we sat on a table n tok crap... lol... so romantic n "cold".. went to the rock area to sit but got QIang gege so left for Bedok jetty with babi.. lol... dear drive to the carpark near the chalet to let me play babi.. so cute... lol... babi i gonna get u on the road with me one day... lol.. went there see ppl catch fish n squid...

after which we went to eat le.. again! lol.. went to Geylang to eat beancurd... order quite little eat le.. went to c the "girls".. omg.. hold tight to lao gong.. there was so little on our way there but went we going back to get bike it is like the peak hour.. all the "girls" came out to line up le.. lol... first time see tis kinda "girls".. lol...
Aft da..dear laogong sent me home... heex... bao jin jin... so in love with him.. lol... i am darn happy...

today.. went back to ex company to return keys.. meet laogong at clementi.. then he bring me to yew tee for lunch.. after that he sent me for my exam... borin~ sit there wait like half an hour... omg... fall asleep at the chair... ard 2 plus being wake up.. time for exam.. Yawn.. so tired!... went up to ter hall.. waited again.. feel slpy again.. Yawn...

Aft the exam laogong fetch me home.. he do his hw at my hse... while i cook dinner 4 my family.. so sleepy.. ard half an hour.. i finish cooking.. went to bath.. laogong pack his stuff n i pack mine.. set off for his hse... saw his bed i started to enter lala land... fall asleep again.. dear watch his anime... abt like dunno wat time.. he also slpy le.. heex.. slp with me... lol...

this two days.. i am so happy.. like we r young married couple.. hao xin fu.. MUACCCK for my dear dear laogong...

going to slp le.. i am slpy again.. zzZZzz..

lao gong i love you lots n i shall nv let u go... n u shall nv be replaced.. ur heart will be mine..promise to take good care for it.. likewise u must also take good care of mine...

Muack!

2005-08-22T23:11:00.000-07:00

hmmm... now havin my presentation soon... lol.. so happy today lao gong buy me lunch and also for my classmates... lol.. first time wor.. cos i am sicky sick.. somemore still raining..so touched by him.. make me so in love with me... today sch is so fun... only have 3 grps... lol.. all in holiday mood... tis is gonna be great! holiday is cuming again.. ltr going home to take those stupid keys..forget to bring em out.. n darn.. hav to return by today.. so boring n time wasting gonna take cab there.. boring! take cab alone.. laogong like abit sick also... so sad.. why wanna rain.. haiz..wtf.. ytd i whole day at home slp dun wanna rain now then rain.. damn!tml going out with laogong to see movie.. so happy.. plus no sch more gd... wahaa...it's gonna be a great day provided it is not raining,...Where is my sunshine?...tis is the last wk or like 9 days to end of this sem.. going to change class soon.. Gonna miss my piggies.. tis group of same species... so sad.. piggies bond is tis strong.. we gonna be there for each other.. sept holiday gonna work n play to tip top... with laogong piggie n ma brother n that 2 other besta fren...missin em alot too.. very long nv go out with em le... so excited.. crazy stuff ard me... lol.. this holiday should be greatest of all....

2005-08-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

omg.. i hav fallen sick.. so f**k up! my hse is like darn noisy.. can't even slp..da stupid woman.. sick liao.. still dont let me rest.. wanna me die liao then happy..from morning to night.. her alarm is like darn irritating.. lao gong wanna me to slp.. but is da stupid woman then wake me up jus to do household chores.. real damn it.. when she is sick we let her slp whole day... do all chores for her.. then now? dont even let me rest.. betta leave my life early.. u pollute my life.. my wonderful life... oh god! help me.. wat have i done wrong... feeling so sick.. serious throat infection n fever.. omg.. cannot stand taking those medi..make me feel more worst.. don't even hav any taste when i eat.. oh god.. eating is like the world most wonderful thing .. and there i have no taste even it is my cooking.. tis is so meaningless.. so dizzy... everything seem so shaky even my lappy... going to rest le.. stop my blogging now...
~lao gong
lao po hao xiang ni wor!
~ muacck~

2005-08-19T15:03:00.000-07:00

damn fucking faci.. wat e fuck u wan out of us.. all put inside ppt.. r u crazy or wat.. is only two of us doing the whole ppt... wah lao.. where got the time... crazy.. if u r impatient jus quit n stick 2 be ur fucking pregnant woman.. wat on earth r u doing in our class.. oh man.. gonna fail this project sia.. dun even understand a shit out of it.. darn tired n irritated by the idiot's face.. see alreadi also sian.. spoilt my mood...

2005-08-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

eh,, wat is life gonna be.. waking up at 640 am early in the morning.. bath.. dress up n heading for sch.. is tis my life.. wat is sch..why is it always a part of my life.. nvm.. aniway i am in sch le.. so class should be it.. tis few days like almost every nite cannot slp... darn.. and then needa get up so early in the morning to go to sch... slpy.. today is my first day of work.. so excited.. :p
Hmmm.. back to my project!!
ltr meeting da ge n *him* n his classmate for lunch at my sch canteen.. yea.. can see *him* le...

2005-08-18T23:26:00.000-07:00

erm.. like two days nv write le..ytd finally saw laogong n babi le... lol.. so happy... plus i also got job le.. tml going to start work le..first day work.. happy but not near laogong.. cannot see him.. sad... nvm.. gonna work hard.. cos i wanna to fulfil my goal soon... first step fr my goal is to earn my own $.. dun wanna ppl to criticise me again.. is not tt my dad has $ that why i can get what i wish.. wanna work for it.. that it is more precious.. jus now still on phone with my laogong .. missing him very much at this moment..
ytd went to his house to see movie.. cos of the interview.. i was late again.. suppose to meet him at 4 but end up at ard 6 plus.. felt so angry with the interviewer.. wed is my laogong day.. his sch n my sch already took away half now he took away another quarter.. so sad.. left with a quarter.. nvm... as long i can be with my laogong.. how long doesnt matter.. lol.. we watch land of the dead.. tis show is kinda boring.. watch until i feel like slping.. after the movie.. we had our dinner.. first time i have my dinner at his house n is auntie's cooking.. lol.. kinda happy.. but truly say.. i still love my dad's cooking..yummy.. no more food talk.. else my stomach wanna talk as well.. haha...after the dinner.. we went to Cineleisure to meet May n her laogong,weixiang.. lol.. sat down n waited for them.. after their billard game.. we set off.. going to Loyang toa bei gong.. on the long journey... i almost fall asleep.. so windy n still got laogong ard.. so xinfu.. lol..reach there le.. nv pray.. only laogong n weixiang pray only.. me n may sit ard n chat.. wait for em.. saw a big fat black dog.. so cute.. lol.. walking to n fro looking at the food in the sea which an uncle throw for the fish.. lol.. so Cute!! .. even is kinda stupid.. haha.. waited for abt 20 mins plus... saw weixiang walking out but w/o laogong.. dunno where he go.. end up 3 of us waited for him..for another like 10 mins.. he is finally out.. sat down n took out his 4D to c.. haiz.. nv win.. luckily is only $5.. nvm.. after a while we leave the place.. headed for home.. darn tired! tt mornin still wake up so early for my UT.. yawn.. slpy.. abt like 11 plus reach home.. dun wish to go up..if not i will start missing laogong.. somemore.. must wait until Sun night then can c him..haiz.. wish that me n him live together.. hmm... me also going to slp le.. kinda tired .. tml morning still got test..night still have to work.. Yawn..
to be continue...
~lao gong i lub u alot...MUACCCCCCK~

2005-08-16T23:56:00.000-07:00

now is 1147pm.. having a bad toothache.. tis happen always.. poor little toothy..nvm.. this is not going to stop me from eating.. *munching* hehe.. today is really tired out.. out from mornin to nite..dozing soon.. to my lala land.. miss my hubby laogong alot... sob.. find myself so useless.. cannot share the hardship of laogong.. only add to it.. sob..wat must i do.. i am going crazy over him very very soon.. oh mind..today do revision on a math with zhi ning... at jurong east.. sian.. o lvl cumin.. studying hard stress!
pimples also come out le.. haiz.. tis is wat i hated most..
Going to slp le... darn tired...
~missing Lao Gong~

Ganbatte...life of mine should be colorful!
muacck muaacck!

2005-08-15T21:14:00.000-07:00

hmmm... now is laready 902pm..kinda boring today..holiday..all overslp late for work and late for sch... lol..Wake up at 74oam plus ...yawnx..everyone is still in bed.. lol.. tis is then declare a holiday for us...Heex! tis wk might to be able to see my laogong n babi..tis gonna kill me... anyway, i should have my own way to get thru tis..get all my stuff done then.. o lvl cumin too.. hoping to pass my english n another distinction for my a math..gonna work smart ! Gonna miss my laogong... tis is life.Went to sch at 4 plus for my test.. lol...upon entering e klass everyone start staring at me.. lol.. wat so big deal abt it.. can't i choose my way of study.. don't think i needa go sch jus to study.. i can hav my way of study... this is my way... Can't concentrate when i wake up in the morning..aniway not going sch i also can pass my test.. this is how i get to o lvl until now... there is no complusory class but only complusory study n exam... teachers r jus angel to guide us... n there is only times tt we need em.. not everyday.. lol.. going back to my study.. sob sob .. i really miss my dear laogong.. mus concentrate.. wanna my distinction! get back to work now!

2005-08-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

home after work.... darn tired! dozing soon... tml is Sun le .. yea! no work n sch..tis is great... wanna go jogging tml morning..zzZZz..must get up! growing fatter n fatter...omg! tis is not going to work for me!Gonna slim down abit...lol!lao gong sure angry one.. but no choice.. i hate being fat!miss lao gong so much...one whole day nv c him le..Yawnz.. tml he working.. not going to meet him again! haiz.. going to slp le... really tired today..
tml will a great day :>

2005-08-12T02:29:00.000-07:00

one whole day out there.. now is oreadi 208am le.. Yawns.. today i am so happy.. heex.. laogong went to fetch me home from sch.. but ended up waiting for me at my classroom..lol! Da ge also was in ma class.. helping out to finish the trailer for the pilot project.. Yawns! long day in sch.. tis is boring! why is sch so impt to me..... left sch at ard 6 plus.. imagine reach sch at 820am up to 6 plus pm... first time in ma life.. Went to Jurong West de market there pei laogong eat eat! Yawns... darn tired! after eating... go to laogong hse slp.. from 7 plus to 9pm liddat..so Xin Fu!! Got lao gong to slp with me... bleahx :p... wake up n went to blk 4xx there eat...heex.. best thing on earth is to slp n eat..lol! tis is life.. actually intend to go Geylang eat duo jiang you tiao one... too far! waiting for his god sis..May... she arrive at ard 1030pm plus... sit down outside mac tok tok and left ...lao gong brought me to Jurong hilltop...watching the night scenaries.. first time wor!! lol.. nv know tat Jurong hav tis kind of place.. so windy and nice... lang man lei! heex...Muacckxxx... lurve ma laogong alots lots lots... after which we went to eat again...haha...went to ma dad's fren shop.. te boss left le.. haiz.. no VIP seat liao...nvm.. settle down order ma fav drink Teh cino.. laogong also order le ice milo, prata and SF mee goreng...wah... heex.. food was here! after the supper,lao gong send me home... isn't tis sweet? heex..
laopo really cannot dun hav laogong le.... he filled ma life with his sweetness... tml gonna wrk again... cannot c laogong le... haiz... going to slp liao le.. eye closing.. going to enter the lala world soon.~nite~
~Lurve babi and laogong~

2005-08-11T22:38:00.000-07:00

today is e 11th of Aug.. hmm.. one day after laogong's bd..jus come out from the bathroom..After sch straight home, so tired! nid a nap in my comfy beloved bed...slp for ard 1 hr plus..
darn tired.. ytd out whole day.. hanging ard with ma sis n her fren... then meet my lao gong n his bro..heex..baby is also with us.. lolx...
then today sch also so early.. mornin got project pilot meeting... yawnz.. have to get up at 7am.. needa reach sch at 8am... but same old thing i am always late.. wake up at 700 am.. take my time to bath.. change clothes.. tidy my hair...pack my stuff.. set off at 740am..
darn! The Mrt is still that crowded.. yawnz.. i am so slpy.. need some slp..no seat.. have to stand again... this is life? omg.. god gotta do something with tis.. its gonna kill me..
Reach redhill at ard 810am.. took cab into sch.. finally got to slp a while while...enter class.. half way thru meeting.. it doesnt matter! this is me.. they should know..
now is already 10.44pm le..missing my laogong so much.. whole day nv see him le... nvm he is cumin to sch to fetch me..yea!
sure be another wonderful day..